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So much for starting over!!!!

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Well yesterday we no longer have a car do to some one ramming into are rear. My husband is not working, I'm stuck at home and not able to go anywhere. It's hot out side. I'm thinking tomorrow morning I'll get up earlier and take the dogs for a walk so it's not too hot. Or something in that matter, maybe to clean my house, deep cleaning that makes it worth a work out. I don't know, I feel fat and so ugly today and depressed. I haven't been turning to food which is good. I've actually cut back knowing that I'm not working out right now. Great timing to for joining fitness challenges. so tonight of r tomorrow I will start something I just can't sit around when it's been my life lately. Just having a crappy day and need to change that if I can!!!!
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LIANNA_T 6/23/2009 1:45AM

    Yup, she's right. Take that from someone who restarts A LOT!!!!!! (which I hate that I do that.) But you'll come to a point where you are finally fed up with it and you just do it. That's how I got and lost 6 pounds by FINALLY working out more and eating better all the time.
I have felt like that and still do. We need to focus on what we will look like and feel like after reaching our goals instead of how we look and feel now. I have FINALLY lost 6 LBS. So, far that's all. And I still feel like that. Probably will until I reach my goal, no matter how good I start to look. That's just human I guess.
Anyway. Things will get better and YOU WILL reach your goal. I have faith in you. :)
Oh, and sorry I've slacked and been M.I.A. for a while. I am trying to spark again. I hope we can keep in contact and also finally meet up to workout together or something. Sorry I haven't been a good buddy. I'll get better. :)
Take care. I'll talk to you soon! Have a blessed day! You're in my prayers.
God's love,
Lianna

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LAURIEJAY 6/2/2009 6:44PM

    You sound like you have a lot of stress going on in your life. Try not to take it out on yourself. I am thankful to hear that you are okay or your family is okay from the accident. Everything is temporary. Including the good stuff!!! I am struggling right now with my husband's gambling. You know how it is here in Vegas. He gambles at the gas stations! He started going to meetings but he has not taken the step to really stop. Guess what? You can start over anytime you want. Ten times a day if that is what it takes. Cleaning house is a good workout and makes you feel like an accomplishment has been done. I had to give up my car in February (a lease) that was just too much money. I have not been without a car in 20 years. I have to totally depend on my husband in the matter and I don't like it. Our company has been struggling for awhile now and I am looking for outside work. So what does this all mean? I am alive and have a real life. I get up and move through it all. It is tough times but we are starting out of it. It will all be okay. What am I grateful for today? I have a roof over my head, food in my fridge and I am not dead. Ha, ha. No really. Hope my rambling helps. I think I wrote more than you did!!! Laurie

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