Why should I have these mixed feelings about loss...
Monday, June 01, 2009
For some reason being at 250, I feel like I'm in the center of the teeter-totter.
I am half way to 200 (!!!) but then half way from where I almost started (300#).
Just 50 more pounds and I'll be 200. It has been over a decade since I've seen 200.
I am scared of gaining weight back, but I do feel that I have made new habits that I believe that I am not where I once was.
I also seem to becoming more relaxed in my weightloss process, which does make me wondering if I'm close to slipping into bad habits and shying away from effort. I think I'm just overwhelmed. I think I am panicking. Has anyone else ever panicked?