So today I have a new plan of attack. After a nice long chat with Dh last night I feel so much better. I think he now has a better understanding of what I am going through. I had a very nice breakfast this morning with DH and my lil girl and I am packing a healthy lunch. I adjusted my goal a bit because I would like to reach "onederland" by my sis in laws wedding in May of next year. I am going to focus on tracking this week and instead of using sparkpeople's meal plans I will be putting together my own meals. I will still need to measure out my portions because i don't trust myself to eyeball it just yet. I will be hitting the gym tonight for water aerobics so wish me luck :)

Thank you for all the encouraging comments on my blog I can't do this without you.
~Cass