Thursday, May 21, 2009
i am so frustrated with my self, i do so good for a week, and then I slack off, thinking of any excuse not to keep on track. All the modivation i have for my self around the house does no good, nothing works for me. My record for keeping on track is abotu 3 weeks, but then something happens to mess up my schedual, and i am one who needs to have a constant schedual or I can't keep with something. it is just part of who I am, I try and change it, but I need things contstant, and I just can't get that right now. I so wish I was someone else, i hate this flaw and it makes me want to give up. Bah humbug!!!!!!!