Monday, May 18, 2009
I am going to take small, slow, and steady steps to getting back on track towards health and life goals. I've been struggling the past year with many problems - family issues, relationship issues, unemployment and financial issues, health issues - the list is endless. I am still trying to figure out who I am and where I am going and it makes this all the more difficult. I would like to begin blogging and sharing again, but I realize now that I can't make any promises because my number one dedication has to be to myself, then my family and loved ones. I am more appreciative than ever for all of the wonderful and kind words from everyone and it has motivated and encouraged me to keep going. To keep finding the ability to improve myself and hopefully inspire others.
Due to depression and anxiety it is very difficult for me to communicate well with others and to reach out in times of need. I am working on this but it too, is a slow and complicated process.
All I can truly say is to not give up and to always be as positive as you can manage. If I can't be there for you - there are so many others that are going through the same struggles with the same fears and hopes - don't ever feel alone. We will all make it somehow, at our own pace and with our own individual pathways as long as we refuse to give up.
Best wishes to all of you!