The Second Week
Friday, May 15, 2009
After two weeks here at SP, I have lost three pounds. I feel less weighted down than I used to, both emotionally and physically.
This week, I have decided NOT to use the Nutrition and Fitness trackers.
...Because they have awakened my inner anorexic/exercise bulimic. I spent that whole first week obsessing on them. I would wake up in the morning and race to the computer to enter my weight...then my breakfast...then I would just stare at the screen, thinking of new and totally unhealthy ways to decrease my caloric intake while boosting my activity levels.
My days were centered around those stupid trackers. I figured they were becoming a problem when I realized I was hiding my obsession from my husband. If I wasn't doing something "wrong" why would I need to hide it?
SO, this week is about making sensible choices with my food, staying active (but not spending large chunks of my day exercising until I feel like I'm going to pass out...and then lying about how much time I spent exercising on the tracker), and not letting myself get carried away with this whole SP thing!
Wolfie (Wolfy?) Girl...Thanks for the comment! I was going to respond to you...but then, like a COMPLETE dork, I clicked "Delete Comment!"