Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Still very sad this morning, and in tears as soon as I walked in the door at work. Then, I was embarassed that I was tearing up! Pangs of sadness in my chest every time I walked into my office, past the empty offices in my "neighborhood".
But, then, a co-worker invited me to lunch. And we were very busy trying to figure out how to get all of the work done that the other people had been doing, and I started to get into the effort, and started to feel better. Admittedly, sick to my stomach over how we're going to do this, but not so emotional. Even had a few laughs during the day. And tonight, I'm happy to be home with my family and feeling a bit more normal. Still worried about my friends, but not so acutely distressed emotionally. A day at a time....
Thank you for the positive comments to my blog this week - it really helped to know I wasn't alone!