Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Back to zero. I have gained almost everything I have lost since I joined Sparkpeople. 10 lbs are left from my 20 which is a bit frustrating to be honest.
I was/am a bit overwhelmed with the changes in my life.. with this status of being in between. Eating fast food since I don't want to go grocery shopping for those temporary housing time. All those excuses I had my whole life.. my move from Italy to Germany was a desaster, my home looks like after an invasion. Time after work is blocked from getting better into the topics at the new job.. during the weekends I am trying to get a structure into my home.
I have to minimize here.. so today I cancelled some teams, stepped out of challenges. I just have to concentrate on me again and not on providing the results for challenges or weigh-in days.
So, I am starting over... again..