Sunday, May 03, 2009
Sometimes I get so mad at myself for putting myself into a bad situation and becoming resentful because I am so people pleasing let everyone take advantage of me in the beginning of every relationship by not setting boundaries and meeting people more than half way.I end up in a mess that is a no win a lot of the time .I need to be more assertive and say no sometimes ..I need to not go to the event sometimes ,cause I need to work out . I need to admit I can't afford things sometimes and decline. I need to say yes,but I will need to do ________ r me. I need to use the entire weeks budget on me one week . I need to go away alone and find me sometimes for a day or weekend. I need to concentrate on what I could do nice for me or what would really make me happy not what is left over to have. I need to start being my own best friend and fan must learn to make time in a day and time everyday for Me I enjoy people an doing kind things but I must learn to be kind to myself first. I will think before I volunteer ,I will say no, I will share the cost not foot the bill.I will go home early. I will not go . I will not do for you what you can do for yourself . I will take time everyday to relax and be silly and carefree for myself.Everyday.I will not let what I should do rule me .I am old enough to decide for myself and will do what I need for me ....regardless if it is not what everyone else wants me to do.