Failure... yet again!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Ok, so it's the end of April 2009 nearly and I am now 113.7kgs.... god, this is the heaviest I've been in a year or so.
I know what I've been doing wrong though... I've been eating badly... all over the place in fact and I haven't been making good food choices or focusing on good portion control... AND I've been doing no physical activities in weeks now.
Why do I do this to myself?
It's like I want to fail.... but yet I don't!
I want to lose weight. I want to feel better. I want to look better. I want to be healthier. I WANT TO DO THIS FOR ME!