Thursday, April 23, 2009
My best friend is getting married next April, she is going to have a destination wedding and I am scared. I have been trying to get this weight for 4 months and I just can't stick to it, I am getting sick of my self.
I had a dream last night about the wedding, there was a big party and everyone I know, way back from when I was kid, was there. Worst of all, we were all swimming. I am hoping that this dream will make the wedding a little more real for me and scare me into actually loosing some weight. Stupid wedding, stupid weight!!!!!