Saturday, April 18, 2009
I don't remember what my fast break goals were almost 2 years ago. I've maintained (which for me is a great accomplishment) but I need to get back to the basics and beginning and start over with stage 1 and real belief that I will succeed. I thought the daily spark article on how attitude about body will affect motivation and success. I hate how my body looks and even though I know exercise and eating well would help, I just can't get myself to do it. I know part of it is that I don't have any backup support now for my two little kids. I drop them at school and go to work - leave work and pick them up. There is no me time or even time out when I get aggravated so the responsibilities of cleaning the house and exercising are just tooo much for me. I'm starting to see an end to the aloneness with summer coming so maybe I can get this whole thing really moving.