Momma Said Knock You Out!
Friday, April 17, 2009
My new favorite exercise... Turbo Kick! My least favorite part of my new favorite exercise... it's in a room full of mirrors!!! I guess it wouldn't be so bad if I weren't the largest woman in the class. But there I am in a room full of size 6s who I constantly imagine are thinking, "What is SHE doing here? Doesn't she realize she is too fat to be here? She is going to crack the floor bouncing around like that!" I already have trouble looking at myself in the mirror... it is detrimental to the level of denial I am in regarding my size. So between the frightening reality of how big my butt really is and the imagined snickering of my classmates, it's a wonder I even make it to class... but it is so FUN!! I get to punch and kick and basically throw a fit to music!
Maybe sometime soon I'll look in one of those mirrors and think, "Not bad!" Maybe in about 20 pounds or so...