Monday, April 13, 2009
Today is a "blagh" day. But really has nothing to do with my weight loss journey.
I am highly overwhelmed with my final week of college coming soon. I will be done with classes 4/30 and graduating the beginning of May. I have so much to do that I can't even handle it right now. I have an exam on Thursday that is basically do-or-die and I think I'm leaning towards the latter! I have four exams next week, plus billions of homework assignments from all sides.
Along with school....I still have normal household responsibilities. I have all of my pets, and my boyfriend to tend to. I have to get nearly 200 plants transplanted today or they'll die. I need to try to cook dinner tonight (Meatless Monday) - and still haven't done crap on my homework!
And worst of all...........................
.........financially I'm screwed. I have student loans late (that I shouldn't have to pay, but they hate me). I have bills due. I don't have money to buy groceries. I have absolutely no job and can't find one. There hasn't been an opening in my area for months. My car is empty on gas and I have no money to put some in the tank. Commuting to school is hard enough, now I'll have to commute to work....whenever I can finally find one. I just need to "run into money" somehow. But I don't believe in gambling.
With all of this stress, and emotions I'm sure this weeks healthy living is going to be ridiculously hard. I think I'm going to go cry and do some studying.
Wish me luck!