Friday, April 10, 2009
I lost focus and fell of the wagon. I signing in today for the first time in MONTHS and read my previous entries. What happened to me?! It actually sounded like I was doing well. Now it is a year later and I am just lucky that I haven't packed on another 20 pounds.
How many times have I done this to myself? Why can't I give to myself the way I give to others? I am miserable miserable miserable.
BUT, I do see a light in the distance and I am marching toward that light! It is 100% up to me to make sure that this is the last time that I say "this is the last time". This is the first day on my journey to happiness.