Wednesday, April 08, 2009
I'm finally doing this. I've never felt so amazing in my life. I'm proud of myself and confident that I am going to make it to the end and finally hit my goal weight, hopefully by the end of the year. I've tried so many different ways to lose weight and I have never been successful. This time is different. It's been a little over 2 weeks since I started this plan and I haven't cheated once. That's a big deal for me. I'm notorious for cheating because I tend to obsess over everything when I'm dieting. In the past I feel like I always thought about food. What was I going to eat and obsessing over the foods that I couldn't have. After I ate I always thought about when I could eat again. This time is so different. It just seems so easy to me. That scares me a little because I'm not used to not obsessing over food all the time. It's a wonderful feeling. It's become like second nature to me. I don't crave all the sweets anymore. I am noticing that I have more energy too. I used to wake up in the morning and feel like I hadn't even slept. Now I wake up and am ready to go. I feel like this is my path to a healthier, happier me and I'm loving it!