Tuesday, March 31, 2009
So what do I do when I am bored? Eat 3 jolly ranchers!! ok I know its not TERRIBLE, but I've been staring at the bag in the office for 2 days now and the smell was driving me insane. When I'm at work and there is lack of it I am so tempted to eat the delicious goodies here. I have to remind myself that its not worth the calories and look forward to my healthy snack and or dinner. I figure writing about why I eat is therapy and helps for me to see why I do what I do. And WHY WHY WHY do I do sooooo good all day long and then right before bed I eat some chocolate chips and a glass of milk? It's almost like a rebellion thing. I wasn't deprived but somehow I FELT like I was and that If I did so good all day long then I deserved the chocolate damnit!!! Man our minds are sooooo weird and fascinating. Its just food. But it rules me.