Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Having a rough day.
I did fine with my calories, it's not that.
It's a mental thing, I suppose. I'm staying within calories, I'm walking but I'm seeing no change on the scale. In fact, I'm up a little. How can this be?
I tell myself it's water gain, my period is coming up. I tell myself that's what it has to be but how am I gonna feel once my period is done and gone and the scale stays the same, or worse, goes up again? I'm discouraged tonight. Not giving up, just discouraged.
I'm trying so hard but feel like I'm failing yet again.
I want to go to bed and cry myself to sleep. Maybe I will.