Sunday, March 08, 2009
*Sigh* with life as it is now, I can't really do anything with anything any more. I'm just losing the drive for many things. Don't get me wrong, somethings I haven't lost the drive for, it is just easily derailed thanks to the living conditions. All I want, all I really really want is to be able to live my life the way that I see fit. Can I do that? Not here, not now. Hell, I don't really eat that much and I run around all the time too. Hell, a week or two ago I nearly sprained my ankle, it needs to put up for a few days of none use, but can I get that? No, I can't. Simple because there are things I NEED to do. Maybe later, but I can't now. I wish I could though, hell even keep up with this would be more enjoy able if I didn't have the fire breathing dragon over my shoulder, and no its NOT my wife. Related to her, but not her.
Don't know why I'm saying this, any one who reads the misses' blog knows exactly what I'm talking about. Let's try something positive...
The bad thing about that is...I got nothing positive right now besides the fact I'm still alive. Hell, I do wake up breathing so that already makes the day a good day. But how much of a good day, that remains to be seen.