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Friday, March 06, 2009

I took a lil Spark break. Needed some time to regroup etc etc.

Springtime is coming around. FINALLY. And as always, with the return of spring, I feel it's the return to ME (x3!).

I made it through the winter relatively mentally unscathed. The extra meds I was taking in an effort to counter the effects of my old nemesis SAD actually worked. Whoo hoo!

Meanwhile, my body is going through a flux right now. How INCREDIBLY ANNOYING! First I had a cold. The next week that turned into the flu. The next week that turned into bronchitis. Which isn't completely gone. That was a month ago. In the middle of all that, and you females will understand this, I started a new Pill and Lord only knows when THAT'S gonna settle. I'm about to start the third month of that and I will be grateful if the hormones would stop fluctuating and messing with the lady bits and MY WEIGHT. *sobs* Of course all of this is affecting my mood. So I can't tell if I'm in a depression or not. My vote is for "or not" but all these stupid physiological changes are messing with the whole package. Hmph.

Anywho I'm trying to hang in there, not jump out of my skin, and try to work with all of this. BLEH.
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ASILLA 3/21/2009 10:01AM

    Glad your back and the meds worked for the SAD, winter can be so hard. Hope your body has kicked that bronchitis to the curb!
Spring is here, sending sunny thoughts your way.


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CRAZY_CAROLLYNN 3/6/2009 12:30PM

    I am glad to have you back. I missed your blogs and two cents on threads.
Ya know...if its not one thing its another. Life is an endless cycle of challenges and obstacles. Otherwise we would get pretty bored pretty fast. :-)
I'm happy to hear that you are still plugging away and doing the best you can. I also vote for NOT in depression, because you are free from playing the blame game or obsessing over how and why...just taking it as it comes and trying to make the best of it and make better choices for a better life.
Yeah we sometimes have to look in the past to recognize a poor choice in order to make a better one...or to realize how far we've actually come, but we surely shan't dwell back there.
So...Here's to tomorrow, bronchitis faded away, pills and hormones settled, Mood stabilized and SAD out of season.

Welcome Back Baby, Return to thee times three, 2009 is thyne!

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