I am back! I actually have a moment to myself!

February was a very hard month for me. My cat got really sick and she spent a week in the Animal Hospital, the day after we admitted poor kitty to the hospital, my husbands car was stolen and we had to go out and buy another one, then one of my best friends and workout buddy at the gym - she goes everyday with me - got laid off from her job and now she is not going to be going to our gym anymore!

My kitty is fine now - she had swallowed ribbon and luckily they didn't have to operate, she eventually passed it. And just yesterday, our stolen car was recovered. But I miss my friend. When I go to the gym now, it's not the same.... I haven't worked out in almost 2 weeks. It's weird being there, without her. I still go every morning, I beat the traffic by going early and getting ready there. So I am still on my workout schedule, when I start working out again at least it will be that much easier since I am still going. But I am depressed when I am there now... and I don't want to switch gyms, I still have friends there and I know everybody and I am comfortable. I just have to get used to the idea of her not being there....... sad. I miss her so much.

Also, my job was really, extra stressful last month. And I think I need to de-stress somehow and get all the emotions and stress out of my body. I've been thinking MASSAGE. A good long 2 hour massage. A little time at the spa.... relaxing.

Thank you again for listening, I have to come to realize that writing all this down helps to get it off my shoulders and lets me move on. So I would like to thank you for helping me out and reading this.