Monday, February 23, 2009
This sucks! I have hit an all time weight and I am absolutely miserable with myself. I suffer from depression and through the holidays it got totally out of control. I'm one of the lucky ones...I GAIN weight when I'm depressed. I have put on all of the weight I lost in 2007 plus some! GRRRRRR!!!! I am absolutely miserable and I need to change the way I am living or I will die. My cholesterol is almost 300 and I am having joint and muscle pain due to excess weight. I turned 40 and have hit a wall. I really need some support outside of myself and I really haven't been able to get any from my immediate friends. I need sparkpeople support so here I am AGAIN to get my life under control!