I though I had hit rock bottom in Sept. but I was wrong!!

Monday, February 23, 2009

This sucks! I have hit an all time weight and I am absolutely miserable with myself. I suffer from depression and through the holidays it got totally out of control. I'm one of the lucky ones...I GAIN weight when I'm depressed. I have put on all of the weight I lost in 2007 plus some! GRRRRRR!!!! I am absolutely miserable and I need to change the way I am living or I will die. My cholesterol is almost 300 and I am having joint and muscle pain due to excess weight. I turned 40 and have hit a wall. I really need some support outside of myself and I really haven't been able to get any from my immediate friends. I need sparkpeople support so here I am AGAIN to get my life under control!
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
  • ZVER1028
    Keep blogging and talking about how you are feeling on this site emoticon emoticon
    3102 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment

    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.

More Blogs by SPARKGRL5217