Has anyone seen my Mojo??
Thursday, February 12, 2009
I don't know what is wrong with me. I was full steam ahead. I lost about 7 pounds a month for 6 months. I made it through the holidays with a loss. Now nothing. I am playing with the same 2 pounds. I am up and down. I am currently 1 pound up from Christmas. I am not doing it. My friends are making excuses for me. I don't want excuses. I have been making excuses my whole life. I am not at a plateau. I am not building more muscle so the scale doesn't show. I am just not doing what I am supposed to be doing. Now the big question is WHY???? Why am I not writing down? Why am I finding that so hard after doing it for 6 months faithfully. I know that works for me. Why did I stop weighing my food and measuring my portions. Why did I stop making exercise my commitment and just do it when I can fit it in. Where did I lose my will to keep going. I still have 30 pounds to lose. That is alot of weight. If I don't get on the ball I will still need to lose this weight come September. So WHY WHY WHY???? I will ponder that question and let everyone know if I figure it out.