feeling like I am wasting my time
Thursday, February 05, 2009
I admit that until about three weeks ago I wasn't exercising as I should or really watching what I was eating. I do it for a while and then I quit. Well I gained a few pounds back, but my scale is driving me crazy. One minute it says I weigh 134 then it jumps later on to like 140. That is a big difference. So, I have no idea what I truly weigh. I guess I will weigh first thing in the morning if I can remember to do it. I am doing the new YOU Bootcamp and I am doing a good job. I am not skimping except a little on the cardio. I don't do 30 minutes every single day, but at least four or five out of seven days I am. So... why aren't any pounds coming off????? I am getting discouraged. Very discouraged and feel like I am wasting my time. I went in a few minutes ago and upped my weight in the weigh in section so I can put what it is saying right now. I will update in the AM if it changes.
I know I have to stick to things and not be so sporadic, but sometimes it is hard. If my routine gets interruped, I am just off for a while after that. I am trying to stay focused, but right now I feel like no matter what I do, the weight is just going to keep on coming back.