Something just occured to me. On my start page I saw someone had a thread in the message boards "Needing to rededicate today?" That struck a cord in me and I realized that is something that I need every day. I have such a hard time with motivation. Why exactly I'm not sure when everything that's sitting on the side of being more active and shedding my excess cargo FAR outweighs what's sitting on the other side. Obviously, like Dr. Phil says, I'm getting a pay off here somewhere, I just can't figure it out yet.
So this brings me to the conclusion that every day I have to rededicate myself to my goals that I want to achieve. It has to happen.