Monday, February 02, 2009
Good Day Spark Family...To say the least..it has been awhile since my last entry. Wow...in the meantime, last week happened to be one of the worst weeks of my life. I got bad news on top of more bad news.
. For startes, my mother and her 2nd youngest sister got into a physical altercation...some blood was shed, lives were shattered, family was devistated over the whole ordeal and not to mention..charges were filed against my aunt. It was just a mess. Where does this leave me,well right smack dab in the middle..try getting a phone call from work with information stating that your mother and your aunt are down at the local police station. Don't get me wrong, I love them both..but they put me in an awkward situation. Now they both HATE each other right now
. I am trying to be the peacemaker and all but it's not working...this has been going on since Wed of last week. I have no energy left and I am just hoping that God can fix this real soon, because I love them both.
On another note: My 5 year old twin cousin Breonna was rushed to the Children's Hospital here in Detroit..because she was throwing up repeatedly and couldn't hold anything down and she may have to have stomach surgery. I hope and pray all goes well...but I know that God will take care of her..just like he will my mother and aunt.
Then to add insult to injury my so-called job (thank God I have one) is makine me take a 2-hr writing assessment to see how well I can write and respond to various email topics here in the department..Umm it's a little to late for that..seeing that I have been here for almost 4 yrs. Our team assistant keeps re-assuring us all (total of 7) that we have nothing to worry about...WTF ever...how do I know that if my writing isn't up to their standards that my job won't be affected.
. I am just go put my trust and faith in God..I know he will see me THROUGH ALL of this stuff.