busy day today. shopping with my mom, then watched r.'s nephew. then r.'s friend is coming out in a little bit.
last night went okay. i had an eggroll and garlic broccoli. 5 or so pieces of popcorn, 4 peanut m&ms and two drinks of sprite. (r. doesnt share well, but thats probably a good thing at this point right)
this morning i got up at 5.30 with the intention of working out. i began laundry and was trying to pick up for the company tonite, and after i picked up, it was 6:15 and i said to heck with it and went and layed back down. however, 20 minutes later i got back up and got ready to go to my mom's... so, no exercise for me today. which, is probably a good thing.
im still not feeling great and the last time i didnt workout was the beginning of january. im trying to not freak out that i didnt work out, but a part of me wants to scream at myself for being lazy this morning.
i made good choices today. i was starving while shopping and wanted a donut. didnt get one. those damn donuts and i fight every single week. but this week i won. actually, i cant remember the last time i caved in to donuts. oh. yeah, it was in the summer.
anyways, i got granola bars, a 100 calorie soup, and light yogurt to take babysitting with me. and bananas.
when i came home, like usual, i fought with the hunger. i stopped myself before it was too bad though. when i get hungry like i was today, i just cant shake that feeling and keep eating. but, im doing good for 6:30 and an off day: 1100 calories.
r.'s sister today asked me if i had lost more weight. i said yes. she's like wow... you've lost a lot. im like yeah well, you know, thats the point. she said yeah but that i look significantly different since christmas time.
yay for that.
and, yay for me having to take the size 20 belt and make another loophole. these jeans have officially become baggy. they are bunched at the waist, and every time i move fast or reach up, they come down. which is good but also a pain in the behind since i have no money for clothing. i know they will be fine for a little while more, but i hate that feeling that my stomach is hanging out when i reach for stuff.
tomorrow i am making zucchini soup that is 70 calories a cup. it makes 8 cups so i am going to freeze most of it. i am also making those apple pie turnovers or whatever it was for 100 calories.
and on sunday i am making banana date nut mini muffins for 50 calories a piece.
kinda worried. not a huge fan of zucchini, and im not sure if i like dates. my plan though is to cut both up into small pieces. even if i dont love them, i shouldnt be able to taste much. which i think is an excellent plan if i do say so myself.
who woulda thought, a year ago, id be eating zucchini and dates?