Monday, January 26, 2009
Well I decided that today was not the First day Of the rest of my life but the LAST day for the rest of my life.
It is the last day that I am going to shame myself for how I have lived and the choices I have made good or bad. Today is the last day that I am going to allow myself to think that I am broken or that there is something wrong with me. Today is the Last day that I will allow others to make me feel inadequate and like I am defective. Today is the Last day that I will ever allow myself to think anything of myself other than that i am whole true and capable to do anything that I want. I will never again allow myself to put myself down. I am worth thinking good and positive things about myself and I am worth sacrificing for. I know this because God sent his son to sacrifice for me so how can I not think i am worth more than I have in the past. Today is the last day that I will lie to myself and tell myself that I am a failure and will never be able to do anything that I put my mind and heart to. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I matter. I am worth it. I am capable. I will give myself credit today for what I have accomplished in my life and not focus on the things that I have told myself I have been a failure for. I am not that person any longer. Today I am an achiever, I am whole, I am healthy, I am confident and capable. Today I am a good person, I am strong and able to do all things through Christ. Today I am Loved by others and myself.
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!!