i want to just thank you all for continuing to read my blogs, comment on my pages... your support means the world to me. there hasnt been a day on spark where i have logged in at some point and not gotten teary. whether its over someone's blog, or comments left on my page, or something on the message boards.
knowing that i am not in this alone is probably the only reason i am still continuing on this journey. knowing that there is another woman sitting in another city, another town, another state, and sometimes even another country who feels exactly the way i do.. well, it eases some of the pain of being lonely.

you guys support me, motivate me, make me laugh, make me think, make me a better person in so many different ways daily. my world has been opened up and even though i may never get to meet most of you, you have touched my life and changed it so much for the better. every single one of you.

everytime i think about giving up (and believe me, there have been a lot despite what you may think) i log in and see you guys still plodding on, despite the setbacks, despite the stupid scale, despite life.
so thank you all..

now i need your help.
i need you to reach your arms out and hug yourself.
its from me.
thank you.
seriously. all of you. thank you so much for being there.
i dont say it often, but i mean it every day.

now i am going to go make those cinnamon raisin bites and also a healthy soup with VELVEETA cheese. we'll see if i can stop myself from eating the whole damn brick.
its got ham and chicken stock in it, but i am omitting those. with those, it was 115 calories for 3/4 cup. without those, it is even lower. i hope its good!!
im seeing my ma tomorrow and i like to take up things ive made to get her opinion.