Friday, January 02, 2009
This is my first time ever blogging so here it goes..
This year I am trying to start each day as if it were my first. By this I mean keeping with in me the excitement of hope of a better tomorrow and the dream of being able to move with little pain and become"Normal" again.
I am fighting Degernative Osteo Arthritis of the spine and Fibromyalgia and depression. What a combination!
So, if I can believe that tomorrow will be better and today I can do it, maybe, just maybe I will be able to convince my mind that this will be a different year.
I will be able to move like I use to, being active instead of so much pain I fall down. My arthritis pushes on nerves in my back and cause my legs to collapse and days I am in so much pain that it's all I can do to just make it to the restroom and back.
I have slept in a reclinner going on 4 years. So, keeping motivated is quite a chore.
This year I am trying something different. I am going to concentrate on one day at a time. And not get invovled in the "Big Picture" right now.
Well, this is how I feel today and I need to remember:
This to Shall pass and There is always Tomorrow!
So, Here's to a New Year with New Hopes nad Dreams