Well i'm looking back with mixed feelings. I didnt lose the weight i wanted but good things DID happen.
I learned i can be alone for 3 months, the world doesnt end, i dont freak out, and i even enjoyed some of it.
i learned you CAN survive your heart being shocked for 3 hours even though they dont find whats wrong.
i learned one kind doctor that LISTENS can dull all the bad ones that dont..and if you let him fix your knee you CAN walk again!
I learned even more how much i love my family.
I learned what good, supportive friends i have on Sparkpeople.
I learned you CAN work 4 months straight without a break and come out tired, but intact and feeling a little smug about it.
I learned Christmas crackers are FUN!!
And i hope i learned to be a better friend, mom, sister, daughter, and companion.

Love you all..Hope you have had as good a 2009 as i did a 2008!!
Holly