Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I wish "day by day" would be something that i could embrace. But I struggle with this food thing. I am very much affected by my monthly cycle. I get depressed and eat eat eat then the 10 days come around where Im ready to go and conquer anything and everything, but thats never enough time to actualy make a difference because around the corner is always the down turn of the dark days right before my period when nothing seems to be at all "right" with the world. and I stop exercising and eating properly.