Friday, December 12, 2008
i am down nearly 15 pounds
since i started
and this morning after i took
my shower i decided
to put lotion on my legs.
something that i seldom
take time to do...
it was all i could do to hoist
my foot up on the toilet seat and
as i looked down at my ugly foot
and my "not quite so swollen" leg
i started to cry as i rubbed in the lotion.
i realized that i have been disgusted
that i am kinder to strangers than
i am to myself...
i was sobbing by the time i was
finished with both legs and i decided
that i am going to start
saying and thinking nicer things