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i should be happy now!!

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

ok well i did it!! i got to the weight i wanted to be at before i left to go back home!! so i should be happy right?? well i am not. i tell myself aw you are just having one of those fat days. its just the clothes your a wearing don't show your figure very well, you will be back to feeling great tomorrow. WRONG tomorrow came around and i had different clothes on and i still didnt like what i saw.

I look at my legs like especially today and im scared because they look like they did when I first got here, like ive lost no weight at all. but i check the scales and it hasnt gone up. i get compliments alot about how great I look but I dont see any difference.

i am at what they call a "healthy weight" now but to me i dont feel skinny.

i want to feel good and i want to have the confidence... i guess its something i have to work on.... aw well

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