Saturday, December 06, 2008
The worst experience ever. I am trying so hard to stay motivated to get this weight off and it seems like nothing is working. I have falling off the train and feeling unmotivated to pull myself out of the pit I've fell in. I went shopping yesterday due to the cold weather and I just wanted to grab a few pieces. Everything I tried on looked so bad and I became so disgusted and I still am. I don't know what kind of approach to take with losing this weight and it seems that all I've tried has failed. When I looked in the mirror I was like are serious? Did you really allow yourself to pack on this weight to where clothes are not fitting?