Thursday, December 04, 2008
So this week I've done really good when you look at the numbers. I've lost at least a lb so far, stuck to my workout schedule, and have stayed within my range. So it's all good right? Somehow it doesn't feel like it. I've come out on the top of my range a few times and for some reason I'm disappointed.....I talked to my EE team about it and they understand where I'm coming from. It's like the lower on my range, the better I feel about it. I know in my head that anywhere in my range, and even a tiny bit over is fine, I'm still losing weight. But my heart is still disaapointed.
So then what's the problem? Why is my heart being so silly? It might be because I can't see a physical difference yet. I still look flabby. I really need to get a soft tape measure so I can measure my waist and thighs and such. I really wanted to get down to 160lbs before I headed to florida (2.5lbs to go) but doubt I will get there. I have a little over a week to get there and that is quite a big goal. I wish I could lose weight like my bf....he can drop up to 4lbs in a week. I must admit I"m jealous and I guess that would be another reason why I don't feel like I"m making any progress.
On a side note, my exams have been going well.....I think. I won't know until they post the marks. I have one tomorrow again and then 4 next week. I'm ALMOST halfway. It's also very hard to fit in workouts when you know you should be studying. I managed this week but I think next week will be tougher. Wish me luck!