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I have fallen and can't get up.


Wednesday, December 03, 2008

I gave up. I fell off the wagon. All though I have not gained anything, I am feel like I am stuck in a great big FAT rut.

My car was stolen, so I had to stop going to the gym, but not once did I go out to walk. I now have a vehicle and still sitting on my big ole butt.

I feel so disappointed in myself, because I just can't get myself motivated to change my ways. I have never been so big in my life (not even during any one of my 3 pregnancies). I am very uncomfortable, and have all but stopped looking in the mirror at myself. I don't know what to do to get myself back on track.

My mom has done such a wonderful job, and she keeps losing. Even that doesn't motivate me.

I watch the Biggest Loser and the great success everyone has and still I sit.

I need help. I need motivation. I need HELP!!!!! I don't want to be this big, but I am too lazy to get up and move. I don't know what is wrong or why I can't or won't do it, all I know is that I so very unhappy with myself and my appearance. But still that doesn't even get me going.

I am at a major dead end with no room to turn around.

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ASHLEIGHGAL 12/6/2008 10:23AM

    I am so sorry you're feeling this way, and I can really relate to this too.

I signed up for the Valentine's Day Challenge, why don't you do that with us? Set a small goal, something you can achieve and make yourself feel good about? I'll help you, I know that we can do this. My goal is 7 pounds by Valentine's day. Join me!

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