tomorrow my family and i are going to a football game. that means a party at my house in the afternoon, tailgating later, and then a three hour game with all sorts of naughty food available in the Dome. Part of me just wants to say, screw it, i'll get back on track after the game, but i always say that. first it was my anniversary, then it was my birthday, now it's the game. i've been putting this off for weeks. then after the game, Thanksgiving is just a sneeze away, so then i'll say after Thanksgiving, then after Christmas, then after New Year's. And then it will be Jan 2 and i'll be 15 pounds heavier than i am now.

i just have to do good tomorrow. then i'll know that i can make it. i'll make sure that i have plenty of veggies to snack on and i'll drink light beer alternating with diet coke.

i plan on getting on the scale monday and this is my last chance to not drive up my number even more.