Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I have reached the point where I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror this is nothing new but I have changed lately. I have begun to shift my habits from totally ignoring my body and everything about it. I am fairly committed to moving my body and overall exercising but would not even take a glance at myself in the mirror. In the past couple of weeks I have been making changes to improve my appearance. Last week I actually did my nails. I got a facial which was wonderful. But I have also started paying attention to what I wear. I usually wear stuff that would allow me to do yoga at any given time. But I have purchased some clothes that I find pretty and stylish. Today I am even looking at which pants would look best on apple shaped body. I guess that is the shape I have. This feels big!! I hope that what will be a natural transition is to be more consistent in my exercise and tracking my intake. So today I decided to clear my slate and start my streaks from the beginning. I know that that I get energized when I sign on to this site. I hope to become disciplined in signing on and then to achieve all the goals that I believe are doable. A next step is to set ups some rewards for achieving the goals I have set up.