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I put him first

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I've been tied up, tangled up, and caught up in a dead end relationship.
I've been focused on changing while he was focused on changing me too.
I've been hitting emotional road blocks, being unsatisfied, unhappy, and out of control...

"Last night I cried tossed and turned, woke up with dry eyes.
My mind was racing, feet were pacing.
Lord help me please tell me what have I gotten into..."

But one day last week I stopped it.
I got tired and put me first.
I told him, "I don't want you anymore".
I told him, "I want me, I choose me."
So I'm off of that roller coaster and back on a more stable track.

"Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be okay.
Gonna start a new day be truly happy.
I was gonna take control of me..."

I was on an emotional roller coaster.
"Loving you aint nothing healthy.
Loving you was never good for me..."
And I'm so glad I got off.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
MISSKTHEDIVA 10/29/2008 10:53PM

    WONDERFUL! You gotta do what u gotta do for YOU.

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LILSHINE 10/28/2008 12:35PM

    That's awesome I could use that right about now. Thanks for sharing

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ACCT1908 10/28/2008 11:57AM


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TAMTAM1980 10/28/2008 9:39AM

    Hey that is amazing because the thing isnt that we stayed but when you see it is no longer good for you, you get the strength and leave. I am proud of you and spark people are here for you. emoticon

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CALIFORNIA-GAL 10/28/2008 8:16AM

    You go girl!

Life is way too short to let someone else control your life. I'm so proud of you for taking that control back and I know it wasn't easy.

Today is Day One for you ~ the beginning of the rest of your life.

Congratulations! I am looking forward to reading future blogs from you!

~~~ Candi

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