Thursday, October 09, 2008
Okay, so I went to the doctor's yesterday and I lost 4lbs., I wasn't really too surprised because I've only eating on average 700 calories a day and burning 500+ at the gym. I swear if I eat over 1,000 calories a day I start to gain weight, it's horrible and I really don't know what to do... I'm always consumed with what I'm eating, how many calories it has, how much fat, etc. It's consuming my life and it's been like this all my life. As a young kid I was overweight and got picked on then age 10 and 11 came along and I became anorexic and was hospitalized and ever since then my weight and food have always been a big issue with me. I don't know how to overcome this anymore... I have a hard time talking about it because my family and people around me just don't really understand what it's like or how hard it is. I'm sure there's people just like me on this site, everywhere, and it would be really nice to talk to someone that's going through it or has overcome it, thanks!