Sunday, October 05, 2008
And so is my 36th anniversary. I weighed 180 when I first said my I dos to Rob. Now after all that time gaining weight, having children, and just wallowing in self pity because my health all went to hell, I'm within 3 pouns of being that weight again!!!!! YAY M E! It would take me another 60 lbs to get back to my pre baby weight of 120, it would be nice to get back to that number, but I'lll be blessed if I get to the 139. I have some stumbling blocks along the way. Rob is very supportive, but thinks its im,portant I have breaks in my routine, so buys me donuts and cakes and assorted goodies, that I won't buy because they are just too tempting. The darn things just pop right out of the package nd into my mouth, with no help frm me at all LOL. I am very thankful, however, that they are only capable of forcing one dwn my gullet these days. Tuesday morning I have my eye surgery, every one say its no big deal, its so common place thes days, but its MY EYE, and I'm nervous. Worst case scenario, I lose all the sght in that eye, and its only 90% gone now, I figure its worh the risk. This is my first year in a community with children in it for 20 years, I bought candy, hoping to see some children at my door. Its all very exciting to me.