Sunday, October 05, 2008
Things are just way out of whack for me. I'm getting things done and yet...I'm not getting things done.
I'm tired...I'm stressed...and oh no.
My comp. is messing up...I feel like I'm never hon...*sigh*
I just realized, before starting this blog, that normally I have my page set up days before the start of the month. Normally I have goals, a new intro, new pics, new backgrounds and all and yet it's 4 days in and I have changed nothing.
Normally by now I would have sent all my sparks buddies little goodies thanking them for their support and love and yet...nothing.
I know that if things are crazy now they will only get worst at the end of the month and for the month of Nov. and that's not due to the holidays.
My first goal...get to bed before 1 am....the whole go to bed at 1am (or late) and wake up at 6 am (or earlier) is not working out for the best. Normally I don't stop till my eye twitches( my physical cue that my body is not wanting to work) but mentally I'm draining myself so that's my new cue.
I've been feeling off but now it's showing...I really am not adapting to dh being here, school starting and adding so much into my life. I'm back to writing, doing sparks and volunteering and it's just all to much.
The bad thing...I can't cut anything out. In all directions someone depends on me and in all directions I have been waiting and dreaming to do all of the above. Let's just hope that sleep is all that i need to get this all together.