Saturday, September 27, 2008
I was thinking as I was walking today about how I thought being over weight never hurt anyone but me,I could stay home and who cares and if I didn't like me who cares,But now that I'm trying to get healthy everyday I see that I was hurting everyone that loved me,I see how proud my husband is and always wanting to show me off,How I feel now with him, more sexy and alive and not being dragged around to made to go places,My kids are like Mom won't do that or go there, But now they are like Mom we are all going hiking and campming you want to go? and I did had great time. I see my grandkids laughing as we jump on the trampoline and I'm bouceing them all around,I see my sister and brother's tell other's how hard I work and My parents telling me how proud they are of me and I was looking so good,I now know I was hurting other's just because I thought food was my life,and I thank God my eyes are open and I'm still trying everyday and Someday I will get there. I'm lucky I'm not in a Nursing home laying in a bed waiting to die,I'm not haveing a heart attack cause I'm over weight,I'm lucky to get another chance at life and I like me again and when I like me Other's like me,Its silly getting healthy could make me so happy and Free from the cage I made for myself with my silly thinking of I'm not hurting anyone But me?? Don't wait!! do what you know to do,Exercise, Eat right.Live while you can and Think of Other's that you would hurt if you don't try?