So I basically blew my "diet" (for lack of a better word) tonight. I think it started with the oatmeal raisin cookie my coworker Amelia gave me, which I did NOT have to take. Then when I couldn't just eat one piece of pizza, as I knew I'd be hungry later, I just said, "What the hell?" and ate four pieces along with an Edwards chocolate pie slice (My youngest brother Caleb wanted me to eat mine when he ate his) then just devoured the rest of the chocolate-covered peanut butter balls my dad made Sunday.

All in all, I had over 3,000 calories today.

UGH.

I just want to puke.

I don't need anyone else to sabotage my weight loss efforts. I can do it myself.

Oh well. Tomorrow is another day. Not giving up because of one bad night.