Tuesday, September 23, 2008
So I'm so ready to give up! I feel I just cannot get this right. I'm so stuck at the same weight I've stayed off the scale since my last weigh in but I got on today and I'm 287. I'm super pissed off about this. I just want to say screw it I would just wish this would be easier. Like i want to give up but then I don't want to give up. I know the pounds aren't everthing and I'm feeling better but not that much better. Being this stuck is awful I've been at 286-287 since sometime in August. At some point I was expecting to break through that. And then to top this off I didn't work out today. I didn't do anything productive at all for that matter. I just wish this was easier. My friend today suggested South Beach and I might check that out. I need to find some kind of motivation...well I have motivation I'm just starting to run out of it! Ugh! I just need a kick in tha butt!!! i just needed to vent! Any ideas are welcomed!!!