Wednesday, September 17, 2008
In January of 2008, I weighed 138 lbs. As of today, I way 163. I know that stress and the inability to move much has not helped. I also have a couple of meds that assist with the weight gain. I am so unhappy right now. I hate being fat!
I can only do certain exercies at the moment. I am currently waiting a phone call to see the neurosurgeon to schedule a spinal fusion. That in itself will probably make me gain more weight. I am very limitated at this time with what I can and can't do. I am unable to stand at my kitchen sink long enough to wash the dishes or to rinse them off to put in the dishwasher. I hate to look in the mirror. But my husband told me I still looked beautiful. He understands why my weight is the way it is. I still feel sick any time I look at myself or put on clothes. That's another thing. I can only wear certain clothes. Again, and againk, and again. I gave all my overweight closes to Goodwill before my back blew out. I am miserable.