Wednesday, September 10, 2008
I keep re-reading my various blog entries and it's all a little overwhelming, as Labyrinth said, the ideas are comming fast and furious and I need time to work through them all. I truly feel like I'm making progress, not just spouting words.
No earth shattering stupendous successes to report and I still have yet to complete a week with no snack attack/emtional face stuffing, and this week will sadly be no exception, but I am definately more aware of what is happening before, during, and after and I feel like I cut it off faster now, and actually in some instances avoiding it, so again...good. Little wee victories.
I can attribute part of this lapse in resolve and turning to food for numbing of feelings to the news I got on Mon that my very favorite little horse that has been a project of mine for about a year now is now for sale...I knew I wouldn't have her forever and for the owner the timing is good and the right decision, but on a number of levels that I won't expand upon now, it makes me a little sad.
One door closes and another opens! Fall, even more than spring to me, seems to bring feelings of renewal , so who knows what's around the corner!