I have met my breaking point
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Hi everyone. I hope that everyone had a great Labor Day weekend...I did...I got Married on Friday! I am so happy, but at the same time I just wanted to cry myself to sleep Sunday night when I looked at the pictures.
The first one that stood out to me was the one that is entitled "Oh my gosh...I look like Roseanne Barr". That one made me laugh, I could hear her goofy laugh when i looked at that picture.
The one that got me was the one entitled "The point when I knew I had to change". I NEVER look at my whole body in a mirror because I don't like what I see. If I could draw who I feel I look like, noone would know me except myself, (I know that sounds crazy) even my face would be different. So, when I saw this picture, I was shocked at how big I have let myself become. I noticed that even my wrists are big, and i see them every day, but when I see the whole picture, WOW I am shocked!
I work at Wal-Mart and see people on a daily basis who can't shop without stoping to rest or they can't even walk and I think " I will never let myself get that big", but guess what...I am already there, I have just been dealt a healthier hand...for now...