Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Today started out pretty good, but as the day is progressing I am slogging into familiar territory. DOWN! So, then I decide to write about it, but I don't have a clue as to where to put it. Part of me thought, start a post, then blog, but I'm not sure I'll get help this way...maybe cut and paste to both.
I am facing this bottle of water. I have had 3 cups today, ordinarily I can get my water in before noon (If not I'm up half the night), but today I just can't get it in...
I read the motivational article this morning--it was wonderful, but here I am doing exactly what I don't want to do---beat my self up because I'm not drinking this stupid water. On top of that I'm feeling whiney and I'm hurting, and WAHHHHHHH
I looked at my motivational images, that helped for a little while.
I hate feeling like this.
Post Script...About an hourand a half later...!
I was wondering if I was hungry...I frequently think I'm hungry when I'm blue, so I thought about how long it had been since I ate...it had been a while, so I waited a little longer('bout half an hour) and got some lunch. I feel a bit better. Not quite so whiny. I still hurt, but now I can take some more meds too. The water...ugh, but I see some really supportive comments about this blog and they're very helpful. I'll try some of them. Some of them I knew but could not seem to pull out of my brain. Thank you.